2008-05-22 - 3:17 p.m.
Nothing like reading through old emails to realise what a piece of shit I am. This isn't a bout of self-pity, it is a sweeping gust of reality. I've said and done some fucked up things to a lovely person, and as she has guaranteed to me, she probably shouldn't ever speak to me again. I would love to change to a wonderful person, and try to prove myself worthy of her friendship, but, ah... I don't deserve it. Heh.
