2008-05-22 - 12:14 p.m.
I wrote this in an email to my friend Jen, and I am posting it to remind myself that breaking up really isn't all that hard to do:
Autismo, or Lauren as I like to call her, I'm still in her gravitational pull somehow. She's demanding and insensitive and overly sensitive and lots of other really awful things. The more time I spend with her, the less I understand why I spend any time with her. And my bestest gay friend doesn't like her at all. Eh, all bad signs. She's been jerking me around a lot lately. I never really know wtf is true with her, so, of course, it's true love. I think i'm seconds away from forgetting she exists... then she tosses me a pinch of intimacy and honesty, and i'm right back in tow like a good little dumbass. Blah. I've done this kind of shit before, really makes me wonder why I'm bothering with it now. Celibacy is best, really. I enjoy making bad decisions far too much to be trusted with my own sanity.
